First Ever Penmanship Just Like This

You have been the surface
Its all about my hopeless case
I’m so reckless type of man
I never realize that I’m done

Can you save me from this circle?
Cause I cant reach out the main bell
I know I can trust you in this
Because You know whats my best

Oh my sweet Lord Jesus
You rescued me from the past
The ancient sin and rebellion
I caught myself in action

This is all dirty and disgusting
In my shame I cannot sing
The chorus of being with you
I discover that I cant see the view

I sighed cause I want to overcome
But I need to see where it came from
Where do they get their strength
I long to watch their hurts and faint

Renew my unclean mind O God
I need to see You smile and be glad
In thing I have been doing
I declare that You are the King

Another Versus From The Lifeline

Tag me in while I am sleeping
This is your chance to pray in my behalf
Teach me even when I am not aware
Kiss my burden goodbye
Because on my own, i see, I am nothing

As a man my grace is just an inch
Compare to Your enormous universe
Who can measure your light years?
This ruler that im holding
I do believe that this is worthless

If I say to this file of paper in front
Will they be obey what am i saying to them?
If they will not? I cant force them
They have brains to count everything
They have wings to fly and to follow the wind

In regards to this failing feelings
Escape was the breathe that I longing for
Bring a new atmosphere in this territory
Let suddenly surprise my heartbeat
And forever will be called as home

20-20 Vision Perspective

This is the light that He sets for us
A city that cannot be hidden
With a gleaming that wind cant blow away
He tried so hard but everything was falling

There is more than what we can expect
Heaven's will bless us with peace and grace
Guns will never show up, this time
All schemes of darkness will place nowhere

To plant our faith into His control
Everything from the inside will spark
Radiance can be seen like the sunshine
Break of the dawn, silence their dim

Poor will be put into the highest places
There wisdom makes the wise unwelcome
Many things will be done and all will be beautiful
As the mind become crafty, job well done

Come on, lets look forward in the future
We are the church that cannot be defeated
Lets watch and pray for the bigger picture
He has in store here in our lifetime

Its not to late for us to figure this out
There is more soul which longing for fresh air
We need to stand forth beyond what we can bear
The harvest is here, but the workers are few

Red Mantel Alone Lobby

Here I am sitting alone
Nothing seems to talk with
You know my heart condition
I felt disgrace all inside me

Here I am staring the stairs
Pondering on how to be a better person
My energy lost its volume
I cant work well in this

Here I am waiting for You
To search my world like before
Im intensely falling apart
Put hope in me again, please

Here I am defeated I guess
This mind was putting me down
All my hopes and dreams
Seems cut to the roots

Here I am crashed by the waves
I tried to grab something to hold on
But the current was stronger than me
Help me, I dont know how to swimming

Here I am watching the wind
Trying to put it in the container
And leave their for year in half
Hope, this will catch up Your mind

A Chance To Change The X-Ray Result

When can I be strong to pursue peace?
I traveled a million miles in this railroad
Watching over the window to find love
And serenity that brings healing to the wounded

I hope that you know this things
Which keep on running in my mind
Repeating the word reconciliation
But all I can see was no hope at all

Instead of being close to you
You seems escaping the best ways
It ruins my structure to debris
It so hard to pick it piece by piece

Maybe, its better for me to end this
By going away to my other family
Then settle there, for a long term
I am tired of trying and trying but nothing happen

The dead still be the dead
He cant move or say anything
And also cant wake himself from being dead
So what am I doing here, im wasted away

This is my last production that I will produce
If this will not going well
Im sorry to tell you, this is sayonara
With or without notice to speak out

Bearing this heavy loads of brokenness
Can stir up my minds idea and opinion
I cant carry this alone to my back
Im so sad of my decision

But I tell you in the next page of my life
I will be the person that God intended me to be
Thank you for the overwhelming inspiration
See you soon my friend

F And Y Is An Capital Version Of The Letters

Fire has overwhelmed my house
Water was so far away from here
The hose seems too short to reach the flame
Call on the fire station, immediately
Call on the fireman’s number
My home will be gone
Its dreams will grow useless
I dont want to start over again

The sirens of fire truck was coming
Fireman, Fireman, I am the owner
Please save my sanctuary
The desires of my age will put to dry
My hope was loosing ground

Dont let it relay to the neighborhood
This catastrophe, let it drown to myself
Show me comfort in my secret place

O Fireman, I know that I need You, this time
I put my faith in You to silent this fire
So that exhaustion and burn out will flee

The damage will be remarkable
But I will live as a thankful as I am
Coz You keep me and help me to live again

Summer Is A Flood And Winter Is Somewhere Else Credits

Oh my ocean, why are you so harsh to me?
I thought that you leave alone empty
But as I refocus my mind and step forward
Your sound of insecurities was within me
Holding me tight, pushing me down
Into this glamorous still water
Look at me, Im drowning, its not funny though
Your waters may kill me unpleasantly
My piled up memory will gone
Floating into your wide territories
Stand as a food for the mouth of the creatures
Above and below the water
If I ask you a controversial question
Will you answer my concerns?
Will you come and do something ironic?
Coz all of my life, Im not breathing
All of me was wasted by the time
Ignored by many and weak in the eyes of the world
Oh poor poor ocean
Do you believe in God?
Do you know that He is stronger than you?
In the name of Jesus of Nazareth
Flee away from my life, I command you
You have no authority over me
Otherwise, I have the Lord Jesus in me
I believe that by His Spirit, I can overcome you
All your scheme and all your patterns
You can quote my name in your mind
But you cant bring to your grave

Murmurs From The Dragon's Color Coated Mouth

I am the sea who always make noise.
Shouting like gongs and cymbals in the middle of the night
When someone says "hush everyone was sleeping
Just shut up there" i stop for a while
And the other minute show up
My featured talent will come forth again

hey, you who silent there in your sleep
I am the speakers of your worst nightmare
I am the one crawls inside ears
And whispers my loudest definitions
Of my figures of speech all day long

Its not enough to count the current sheep
In the line in your mind, coz as you focus
I am the disturbance that never contended
With just sitting around and behave like a mature man

Sorry to tell you, this is what I am
Wherever you will go whether east or west
Remember, put this into your library
I am born to give you thorns and other sharp objects into your life
I command you to give up now
You never win against me
I am the Egypt in your dreams
And you are just a frail boy
How can you win in that posture?

The Beauty And The Man Afar

The moon is watching you tonight.
Every steps that youve made are capture n his eyes.
When i watch over him, i sigh and so jealous
Coz he sees you clearly

I miss you my dearest
I wish i am there with you
Singing songs with the star at night
And sharing memories that we have treasured

But this is all partial, we are separated
Im here and you are there
If only i can travel the worldl
Like the speed of the light
I will do so, for i always wanted
To meet you face to face

And you and i will wait wherever we are
Until the time is right, the place is set
And ready to be reap the seed that God
Planted within our hearts
And we together water it with
Love and transparency to each other

Quisseparabit? Quid Pro quo

Dear Love
Is this You that i longing for?
Calendar seeking?
Finder keepers?
Window watching?
I guess this is no sense at all

Putting myself into the risk
Without visions to be follow
Im merely chasing after the wind
Laying on the background
And knowing that the perfect picture
Will come as i linger upon

In this worthless acts ive made,
Wave your hands again
Just like the past years
So that i will recognize you
That this my weaknesses and mistake

If my eyes will go dull
And ears will collapse its purpose
My only option s to gave it back to you as an offering
For You will heal this dilemma
And use it for Your name

Hmmm Where Is The Grr Lunch Pad

Every strips of resound season
Pull away by the endless green light of time
Can you feel the cold wind of the step by step
Nostalgic mind blowing memories?
If so, hope now

Hope is the presentable reaction
to life's ups and downs

So ask your inner self to number each
Of the link that connects to the uncertain room

When you see yourself in a lack of open door interest
This is the time to hold on to what is eternal,
To switch on to what is unblemished sense of the Maker

Let the heaven knows the concerns of your heart
For They longs to hear your voice
And it is like a sweet song sang to them

Standing Ovation, Well Deserved

I can totally visualize my situation
A relationship with my Cinderella is not yet
To come in this very intense moment
I need to stay closer to You, first
And everything from the start to the end will follow

I need to fix my life by the help of Your grace
Dancing alone in this floor will not be go well
The waves of the sound will be as harsh as the sea
So hold me tight, prevent me from the shipwreck
I know You know what's the best for me

Waiting may not be simple as speaking ABC
But truly, lingering in the property of God
Is worth waiting for and pretty good
Its like eating a well cook delicacy
Its open of the mouth feels enjoyment

I am a person who the watches beauty
Who longs to be with someone who loves me
Until I will breathe my last breathe
If you are willing, cleanse my inside and out
Let the love which coming from You overflow

To Plant A Cedars Of Lebanon

Be still my soul, be still
Dont worry about the open tomb
There is a reason, why is this happening
Trust Him, instead of doubting
He has drawn the portrait
In a perfect beauty and form

Learn to adapt this moment
Look at whats ahead of this
Its a guarantee to find answer that is unknown
Reflect, ponder each of this
Open this eyes like a first time
Like a new born baby

Be excited to the future
Evaluate this heart O God
Echo again the words in my ears
It is finished, it is finished
The curtain was cut into two

O through Your blood I am victorious
Nothing in this world can separate
This life was meant for You
Burn me with fire from heaven
Strengthen this redeem man
I need You this all day long

“It’s not only the words that comes from our mouth that will move mountain from its place but its about the faith that will touches the heart of God.”

—	Mark Rubilla

Bonjour Lil Stargazer, How Have You Been?

I have found the greatest thing in life
I beg you to please hold me tight
The temptation seems crawling in my skin
I cant resist this darkest hour

Close this eyes so that I can see You, clearly
I dont wanna be lost again in this world
Turn me away from going to abandon
I dont wanna face the upcoming consequences

It seems my picture was fading
No hope can be seen and feel
All that I have was a burden
Lift me up, make this thing a light

As far as I remember in my mind
Im ultimately become a strong man
Nothing can able to touch me
Vulnerability has no room for myself

My future is more than secure
I must participate with all my heart
Unwavering, stable as He is
More than what I think or imagine

She Is Like A Secular, No Offense

i courted her for a long time knowing that
its happy to be within those arms
i chose to stay just for a year
but instead of huge countenance covers me
zippered mouth and unpleasant theme
cut me into a tidbits of useless materials

why do you taught me such foolishness?
perils of many name keep on talking to me
cant refuse their sweet lips
and their garbage that leans on my ears

O Great man who is above me
teach me to open the door again
i know im ignoring your call
forgive me, im a slow learner
give me a chance to correct the metier
that was supposed to be done
long time ago, if i obey You

To avoid her dishonesty
Comes a gold, refined by fire

Mama, I Hope You Will Read This (Post Mother's Day)

And everything was made by you
When I was in my young age
Ive been struggling, for how many days
Fall in the floor, bumps everywhere
I cried so loud, longing for your comfort
Then you draw yourself to me
Hold me by your hands
And let me stand again
With a delicate sweet voice
I'm encouraged to find my strength
Stand on my own feet
Like nothing happens

I'm so confused when you leave me
Walking in the plain alone
I thought that you hate me
Bcoz Im so noisy , that time
Crying unceasingly
Demanding desperately
But its just a test to me
I didnt know that you we're in front
Waiting for my few steps

Youd call my name to come to you
I tried so hard to reach you out
You clap your hands
For me to go straight to you
Then Im closer than before
And finally Im here with you

I looked up and you smiled at me
You carried me into your arms
Even when Im stinky
You kissed again and again
Regardless of my dirty situation

God, thank you so much
For the beautiful woman that you created for me
Her care and sacrifices was absolutely amazing

The Portrayal Of The Ever Ancient Doubt

As I count the days before it will be unfold
Reaching too hard until I will see the fruit
My human nature seek to defeat my faith
Hunt it day and night without stopping

While Im standing in this right left situation
Her weapons of mass destruction was pointed at me
It disguises as a bystander across the gate
Waiting on the perfect time to strike my dreams

She whispered at my both ears
Trying to blackout its desires in my heart
I cant see the truth shining as wisdom in my head
Cause her hands was covering my visions

Wake me up from this nightmares
Bring white in this gloomy haunted weather
Im too weak in her deception
There is no material that I can hold on

Before I step out into this plateau to another
Make way to her devastation and ruin
Let her memorabilia sign out from this breathe
Bury it to the grave of the unusual days

Reaching Out To THe Highest Level Like 1000 Feet Above

I can see your affliction
Growing as a low self esteem
People from elsewhere
Called you like a wolf with sharp teeth
Ready to devour many living things
Also they clothed you with pessimism
Why are they like that?

Perhaps, as they watched you
By their eyes, they were criticizing
The works of your tired hands
I know you tried your best
To do things well and bring glory to Him

All I can say is that
Close your ears to their murmurs
Or ignore their accusations
Let their judgment come to pass
Like the river to the ocean

One last encouragement to you
Instead of hatred burns like fire
Let love flows in the inner part of you
Trust Him that He will clean up this mess
The blemishes, the dark spots and the cobwebs
Let Him eradicate all of this
Allow Him to just silent their roots
For sure, as you stand in prayer
Deliverance will reign in both sides

Awesome

My time there in Manila was totally a blast. I had experienced all sorts of brand new things such as riding airplane back and forth, riding MRT towards our destination like the place where we stayed for the night, malls and seven eleven days, truly, I miss that, maybe every corner, the store was present. Oh how I wish that seven eleven will have a store here in Davao. Also I miss my tagalog days, walking at the malls, in the taxi and talking with my new friends from The Edge Lucena.

Being part of the Redeem the airwaves 5.0. I was commissioned to be a Media Missionary. Its a hard task, if I hardly think about it, bcoz media has many branches such as internet, television, print ads and many more. My rule was to create another medium that will catch the eyes and ears of a certain crowd, something that will grasp their attention and aproach them in a way that is not religious. And later on, they will know Jesus in their lives. It will bring transformation not only in our country but also the whole wide world.

For me, that trip was treasure, something that will put it into my heart and let it stay there and make it a testimony to everyone. You know when I arrived in the Metro. My pocket money was only P8.00 and I need to stay there for almost 7 days. P100 is not enough for two days fare, food and other necessities, but further from that, i need P2000 for the registration and another P3000 for the fare back here in Davao. I asked myself, how can I get this big amount of money? But above those things, I believe in God and His promises to me such as "Never will I leave you; never will I forsake you." Hebrews 13:5 (New International Version), "Come, all you who are thirsty, come to the waters; and you who have no money, come, buy and eat! Come, buy wine and milk without money and without cost. Isaiah 55:1 (New International Version) and Is anything too hard for the LORD ? Genesis 18:14 (New International Version). And those promises was my air and breathe there, bcoz doubt was in the scene and yet I trust God that He will provide all that I need and the outcome of that was He poured out much, the rides, experiences and the money. And also, I pursued that bcoz I know that I had done my best to raise a support to go there and I know too that He would acknowledge my efforts. Above all, this is what we called walk by faith and that is the result.

Courted With Bracelet In The Head

The walls was seemingly so high and so thick
I searched for a ladder to reach the top
I grin with confident, knowing that I can do something great
As I strive for the gold to see the picture
My intention was slap by the word "no"
I tried to hide the sorrow within me
I told her to keep it as a child
But both them never stop laughing and crying
Without no further reason
Without thinking of my benefits
They had whispering in front of me
Maybe they thought I never saw them
Yet I stay relax in the hot sun
Knowing that this is the summer here
Full of uncertainties, full of questions
Its sounds awkward roaming around
Like everybody's looking at me, straight
Hey gentlemen, why are you staring at me?
Is there any offensive moves ive done?
Tell me through your eyes
I need to solve this, before I will go away
The gentleman never move his mouth
Im so annoyed by his actions
But I stay calm and still and went away
At this point, Im so alive and kicking
I asked another gentlemen
Another question in a way he will answer
Where is the Fire Exit?
He never say anything
But point the way to safe and sound

From Sweet Letter To Dangerous Monster

The Atmosphere was the witness
He watched me as i soar high
And elevated down the floor
It seem so ironic, hoping for a mistake
Glistening upon their acts of parasite

Its so sick, totally its killing me
They may innocent at the first place
But later, they changed their colors
As before a light and silent
Later on, black was govern everything

Its bright was nailed in the inner part
Unwillingness was intensely in frame
It never touch by a merely hand
Not even water dissolved their strength

Sometimes as I pass by to their eyes
They accused me of wearing the guilty clothing line
It breaks my glass inside
And tear apart all my papers
Which signifies the signature in me
The passes through the infinity

Hey, is there any hope in a stalker like me?
I need to shift from this low class human being
To something a head turner in a positive ways
Building again the last integrity
That I had put inside my pocket

Dearest moment, are you still there?
Come, I invite to go with me
As I pull myself out from this tall bottle
Be my stronghold in this opera

The Time Is Running By, Genealogy

The world was wandering
On their own perishable wilderness
Researching to eradicate the truth
From the eyes of the people

They gave them handkerchief
And the human beings received it
with gratefulness, they dont know, they’ re deceived
They taught them how to blindfold their vision
Although, they bump, hurt and wounded
They smile, knowing that was just fine

But the Serpent too grinning
Putting the circuit of brainwashing in their minds
They dont understand, they were pull away
From the Way, which give them forever life

They thought, it was ok to continue
They fed their children with the same theory
And the children pass it on to their children
All through their lifetime, everything will build confusion
As the end will knock into their doors

Crying and regret will be their campsite
Full of darkness and a dungeon of fire
The light will be absent there
And this is their worse graveyard

Of Asterisk

Of Asterisk is a selected poems that I wrote everytime I am alone in the office and in our house. Its a out of this world titles that surely blown away your mind, I tell you that everything has a purpose why it is called to be like that. Enjoy reading it and be blessed of what the Lord can do.