First Ever Penmanship Just Like This

You have been the surface
Its all about my hopeless case
I’m so reckless type of man
I never realize that I’m done

Can you save me from this circle?
Cause I cant reach out the main bell
I know I can trust you in this
Because You know whats my best

Oh my sweet Lord Jesus
You rescued me from the past
The ancient sin and rebellion
I caught myself in action

This is all dirty and disgusting
In my shame I cannot sing
The chorus of being with you
I discover that I cant see the view

I sighed cause I want to overcome
But I need to see where it came from
Where do they get their strength
I long to watch their hurts and faint

Renew my unclean mind O God
I need to see You smile and be glad
In thing I have been doing
I declare that You are the King

Another Versus From The Lifeline

Tag me in while I am sleeping
This is your chance to pray in my behalf
Teach me even when I am not aware
Kiss my burden goodbye
Because on my own, i see, I am nothing

As a man my grace is just an inch
Compare to Your enormous universe
Who can measure your light years?
This ruler that im holding
I do believe that this is worthless

If I say to this file of paper in front
Will they be obey what am i saying to them?
If they will not? I cant force them
They have brains to count everything
They have wings to fly and to follow the wind

In regards to this failing feelings
Escape was the breathe that I longing for
Bring a new atmosphere in this territory
Let suddenly surprise my heartbeat
And forever will be called as home

20-20 Vision Perspective

This is the light that He sets for us
A city that cannot be hidden
With a gleaming that wind cant blow away
He tried so hard but everything was falling

There is more than what we can expect
Heaven's will bless us with peace and grace
Guns will never show up, this time
All schemes of darkness will place nowhere

To plant our faith into His control
Everything from the inside will spark
Radiance can be seen like the sunshine
Break of the dawn, silence their dim

Poor will be put into the highest places
There wisdom makes the wise unwelcome
Many things will be done and all will be beautiful
As the mind become crafty, job well done

Come on, lets look forward in the future
We are the church that cannot be defeated
Lets watch and pray for the bigger picture
He has in store here in our lifetime

Its not to late for us to figure this out
There is more soul which longing for fresh air
We need to stand forth beyond what we can bear
The harvest is here, but the workers are few

Red Mantel Alone Lobby

Here I am sitting alone
Nothing seems to talk with
You know my heart condition
I felt disgrace all inside me

Here I am staring the stairs
Pondering on how to be a better person
My energy lost its volume
I cant work well in this

Here I am waiting for You
To search my world like before
Im intensely falling apart
Put hope in me again, please

Here I am defeated I guess
This mind was putting me down
All my hopes and dreams
Seems cut to the roots

Here I am crashed by the waves
I tried to grab something to hold on
But the current was stronger than me
Help me, I dont know how to swimming

Here I am watching the wind
Trying to put it in the container
And leave their for year in half
Hope, this will catch up Your mind

A Chance To Change The X-Ray Result

When can I be strong to pursue peace?
I traveled a million miles in this railroad
Watching over the window to find love
And serenity that brings healing to the wounded

I hope that you know this things
Which keep on running in my mind
Repeating the word reconciliation
But all I can see was no hope at all

Instead of being close to you
You seems escaping the best ways
It ruins my structure to debris
It so hard to pick it piece by piece

Maybe, its better for me to end this
By going away to my other family
Then settle there, for a long term
I am tired of trying and trying but nothing happen

The dead still be the dead
He cant move or say anything
And also cant wake himself from being dead
So what am I doing here, im wasted away

This is my last production that I will produce
If this will not going well
Im sorry to tell you, this is sayonara
With or without notice to speak out

Bearing this heavy loads of brokenness
Can stir up my minds idea and opinion
I cant carry this alone to my back
Im so sad of my decision

But I tell you in the next page of my life
I will be the person that God intended me to be
Thank you for the overwhelming inspiration
See you soon my friend

F And Y Is An Capital Version Of The Letters

Fire has overwhelmed my house
Water was so far away from here
The hose seems too short to reach the flame
Call on the fire station, immediately
Call on the fireman’s number
My home will be gone
Its dreams will grow useless
I dont want to start over again

The sirens of fire truck was coming
Fireman, Fireman, I am the owner
Please save my sanctuary
The desires of my age will put to dry
My hope was loosing ground

Dont let it relay to the neighborhood
This catastrophe, let it drown to myself
Show me comfort in my secret place

O Fireman, I know that I need You, this time
I put my faith in You to silent this fire
So that exhaustion and burn out will flee

The damage will be remarkable
But I will live as a thankful as I am
Coz You keep me and help me to live again

Summer Is A Flood And Winter Is Somewhere Else Credits

Oh my ocean, why are you so harsh to me?
I thought that you leave alone empty
But as I refocus my mind and step forward
Your sound of insecurities was within me
Holding me tight, pushing me down
Into this glamorous still water
Look at me, Im drowning, its not funny though
Your waters may kill me unpleasantly
My piled up memory will gone
Floating into your wide territories
Stand as a food for the mouth of the creatures
Above and below the water
If I ask you a controversial question
Will you answer my concerns?
Will you come and do something ironic?
Coz all of my life, Im not breathing
All of me was wasted by the time
Ignored by many and weak in the eyes of the world
Oh poor poor ocean
Do you believe in God?
Do you know that He is stronger than you?
In the name of Jesus of Nazareth
Flee away from my life, I command you
You have no authority over me
Otherwise, I have the Lord Jesus in me
I believe that by His Spirit, I can overcome you
All your scheme and all your patterns
You can quote my name in your mind
But you cant bring to your grave